oh no, i'm still in bed

so much for an early start. too busy editing words i've written over the last few months. none of which were written as part of the phd. what am i doing? i'm not living and breathing phd, that's for sure. though the guilt of (not working on) the phd is ever-present. i live and breathe that. perhaps that can be my motivation in getting this thing done. i can't imagine what it feels like to walk around without carrying the weight of this beast. i shudder to think it could be another 2 years. okay, now i'm ready to do some work.